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Holly

Two things I’ve always known: I’ve always wanted to be an artist and I’ve always felt called to be a mom. I’m very blessed that I have been able to be both as my vocation. To date, this is the largest watercolor painting I’ve ever worked on. It’s a slightly larger than life-size portrait of my daughter, Holly, just shy of her 4th birthday. The final painting measures 24×36″.

I started off by sketching Holly on a separate piece of paper before transferring the final drawing to a hand stretched watercolor canvas I made. Because I’m on-duty mom during the day, I could only work on the painting after the girls went to bed (and after getting some “veg out” Netflix time with the husband). Most nights felt like chipping away at an iceberg, but I actually finished what I set out to accomplish.

Holly with an in-progress painting of herself.

There were lots of late nights after the girls went to bed, lots of tears throughout the painting process, lots of prayers, and a whole lot of love for my sweet daughter…

Two days before finishing this painting, I was in tears because I was struggling with part of the painting. I started to tell myself the lie that I’m not “good enough.” I struggle with anxiety and depression, and since things had been a little hectic over the last few months, I felt a little more on edge. My kind husband suggested that I take a “night off” from the painting and return to it with fresh eyes. When I picked up the brushes again, I painted feverishly while the baby napped. It was like my hand couldn’t stop moving. I told Holly she could watch all the TV she wanted while I worked and then I was done within the hour!

“Holly.” Watercolor, 24×36”.

Lots of people ask what Holly thinks of her portrait. In the early stages when I would show it to her, she was always excited that I was painting her, but she would point out things like, “Mom, you still need to paint my eyes” or “I need hair.” Four year olds… ha ha. The day I finished, she told me, “That looks great, Mom” and wanted to take a picture with the painting.

Kevin and I posing in front of Holly’s portrait.

I finished the painting a couple days before a call for entries for a regional art show at the Lincoln Gallery in Loveland that I had been eyeing. The painting was accepted into the 2018 Regional Fine Art Show. Though the opening reception was a little bit rocky, it was a very positive experience. I was honored to be featured with all of the other INCREDIBLE artists. All of the pieces in the show were truly top notch. I felt really honored to be featured among such great talent.

My dad and grandpa standing next to Holly’s portrait.

We took Holly and Mayumi to the gallery to see the painting on display. Holly was acting really bashful, but enjoyed seeing the art and perked up a little bit when our family was offered candy by the gallery attendant.

Holly and Mayumi sitting on the gallery floor.

The experience has been a really emotional one for me. This is the first year that I ever dared to submit artwork to call for entries. There was a part of me that feared rejection and another part of me that would try to tell me, “You’re not good enough. Why even bother?” My inner voice isn’t always very kind, but I’ve learned a lot over this past year on how to quiet that voice and listen to God’s encouraging voice. I felt called to paint Holly in this simple moment in time, I felt called to enter this particular call for entries, and I was accepted. It was a big accomplishment for many reasons.

The closing reception was a few days ago, and when I went to pick up my painting, I received nothing but encouragement. The two staff members helping artists sign-out their paintings were very kind. When I entered the gallery, they said, “We were just talking about you! We loved having your painting. Everyone who stopped by loved looking at it and talked about how sweet the little girl and her pose was.” They proceeded to tell me that they would love to have my work in their gallery again and encouraged me to apply for the National Fine Art Show next spring. I can’t wait to make some new artwork, so I can hopefully experience this gallery adventure again.

Here’s some more details of the painting:

2018 Masks Exhibition

Today is the opening of the 2018 Masks Exhibition at the Museum of Art in Fort Collins. The masks are auctioned off as a fundraiser for the museum and this is my 5th year participating!

This is a popular exhibition in Fort Collins because it features a whole spectrum of artists and art styles. Every artist has to use a mask form that’s provided to them to create a work of artwork, but they have freedom on how they interpret the project. Artists use a variety of mediums and subject matters. The show features work by high school students, rising artists, art hobbyists, and professionals. It’s great seeing a full representation of Fort Collins artists.

My mask that I created for this year’s exhibition is inspired by my daughter Holly. She’s currently three years old and said she was a fan of my mask when I showed it to her. The idea behind the mask is that toddlers are like bees… they can be temperamental, but they can also bring a lot of beauty to the world.

The mask form is painted with acrylics, the portrait of Holly is done in watercolors, the bees are shrinky dinks, and the honeycomb is painted hot glue.

Liturgical and Sacred Art Festival

I’m excited to announce that my piece “Psalm 91:4” was accepted to the Springfield Liturgical and Sacred Art Festival coming up soon!

My piece “Psalm 91:4” that was recently accepted at the Springfield Liturgical and Sacred Art Festival.

During the last few weeks, I had been working on finishing up two pieces to submit to a call for entries for a Liturgical and Sacred Art Festival in Springfield, Illinois. I personally have not heard of that many contemporary artists creating religious themed artwork, so I was excited to hear about the chance to exhibit religious work. I had a Joan of a Arc bible journaling sketch and a sketch I had done as a Pentecost mass reflection that I decided to revisit to create as larger scale paintings to submit for the exhibition.

Though my “Courage Under Fire” piece inspired by Joan of Arc was not accepted, I still am very proud of the time I spent creating the piece.

“Courage Under Fire.” A watercolor, acrylic and mixed media piece inspired by Joan of Arc.

My “Psalm 91:4” piece was based on a personal mass reflection sketch I created during Pentecost, but the title is from Psalms:

“He will shelter you with his pinions, anded under his wings you may take refuge; his faithfulness is a protecting shield.”

In my original sketch, I was reflecting on how we all have vulnerabilities or fragility, but we also all have an inner strength burning within us. I was drawing inspiration from the Holy Spirit and how it reveals itself in many different forms (feathers, flames, tongues, etc).

“There are different kinds of spiritual gifts but the same Spirit… To each individual the manifestation of the Spirit is given for some benefit.” 1 Corinthians 12:3b-7, 12-13

My original sketch that “Psalm 91:4” is inspired by.

My “Courage Under Fire” piece was originally a sketch and Bible reflection I did for All Saint’s Day. The reflection had been inspired by Beth Davis of Blessed Is She’s Teachable Tuesday talk. 1 John 4:18 was the verse she talked about.

“There is no fear in love…”

Joan of Arc had a great quote that I felt paired nicely:

“I am not afraid. I was born to do this.”

My original Joan of Arc “Courage Under Fire” bible journaling sketch.

It’s super special that these were the two pieces I created to represent me for this call for entries. Fear had been telling me to scale back, to keep it small, to keep it comfortable… Taking a step and risk sharing a vulnerable part of me, to put my art “out there,” and to celebrate the small sketches and baby steps that brought me to where I am at this moment has been very rewarding.

My piece will be at the Liturgical Arts Festival of Springfield at the Springfield Art Association in Illinois starting on April 28, 2018.

Pianos About Town – The Finished Results

I finished my piano for the Fort Collins Pianos About Town project last week. I put in a full day on Sunday, July 12th and wrapped up the small details on Monday, July 13th. The piano was approved and has since been moved to a new location. I’ve heard that it’s currently sitting at “Jazz Alley” by the Food Co-op and the Mitchell building. I plan on dropping by sometime to take a picture of it in the new spot!

There was a big sense of accomplishment when the last details were added as well as a big wave of relief. I had painted a four wall mural in my daughter’s nursery before this piano project and I feel like this piano took a lot more work. Part of it is you have to fill up all of the space on the piano, which takes a long time, but I think the other part is interacting with the public and working with the elements while you paint. The best part about getting the piano finished was knowing that I would be able to have my weekends back to spend time with my husband and daughter. I had missed them so much during the three weeks of this project.

I feel very thankful to have been selected by the city of Fort Collins to share my art with the public! It was definitely a worthwhile experience – one I hope to have the opportunity to do again in the future.

 

Pianos About Town – Week 2

I was excited to return back to work on my piano for the Pianos About Town project. Last weekend, I had blocked out all of the colors for the sky, grass and tree, painted all of the red and yellow stripes, and I had sketched out all of the animals (first in chalk and then in pencil). It took longer than I had anticipated, so I was looking forward to making some real progress this week. There were a couple of things that I did differently this week:

I showed up early

I almost finished this side. I ran out of steam and decided to "call it a day" and return to it later with fresh eyes.

I almost finished this side. I ran out of steam and decided to “call it a day” and return to it later with fresh eyes.

The first week, I was stopping by the Oak Street Plaza around 11:30am everyday to work on the piano. They were long days and I felt pretty drained upon finishing, so I decided to head in earlier in the morning. I made it a habit to arrive between 8-9am mostly to beat the heat, but also to enjoy some quiet work time before Old Town wakes up.

I’m happy to say, that I made a lot of progress and finished all of the goals I set for myself this weekend: finish painting the piano front, top, and sides (well, I almost finished painting BOTH sides).

You can get a lot of work out of the way when you don’t have to work around piano players. People love playing the pianos, and I love listening to them play. There are a lot of talented musicians in our community, young and old. I wanted to get the front and top of the piano finished so that way they could enjoy playing the piano without me getting in the way of their music making.

 

I thought of my work as “ministry”

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I was talking to my friend, Emily, who is a wonderful role model to me. She had stopped by with her daughter to visit me paint last week, and later on we got a chance to reconnect with our daughters at the park. I was telling her the progress on my piano and how some days were slow because people would stop and talk to me, sometimes disrupting my work flow. I was talking about how hard it was to listen and work at the same time. She was saying that I could think of my work as its own form of ministry.

There are a lot of people in Fort Collins, and when you’re painting on a regular basis, you meet the “regulars” who stop by the plaza a lot. You also meet people who need someone to talk to and tell their story to. This week, I talked to a homeless man while I worked for probably close to 2 hrs. He was a kind gentleman, and I felt glad that I could be a listening ear for him. He kept asking, “Am I bothering you?” to which I would reply, “No. You can talk and I’ll listen, but I have to be working on my art at the same time.”

I also talked to a little girl for about 2 hrs on Sunday. We talked about her love of books, why we thought the berries on the nearby tree were ripe or not, watercolors, bicycling, sewing, and how it takes a long time to paint a piano. She probably spent a good 40 minutes peeling off the dried paint from my palette and she loved it. I hope I can raise my daughter as inquisitive and thoughtful as her.

I thought about how lucky I am to be an artist

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In the plaza, there are a lot of kids and they’ll ask me, “Are you an artist?” and I’ll say, “Yes, I am. It’s the best job in the world. I basically get paid to color.” I say it with a little bit of jest, but I’m thankful that I actually do get to be privileged enough to be bestowed that job title. I had always known I wanted to be an artist growing up, and now that I’m a “grown up” I’ve realized that you’re not always given your dream job, so I definitely feel blessed that I’m offered opportunities to teach, create and sell artwork as a career. I try not to take it for granted and I have to work hard to find opportunities to continue to make art my career.

My co-worker and friend, Jenna, once said that “art isn’t just a career, it’s a lifestyle” and it’s so soooo true. In church, we’re always talking about time and talent – basically, we are all blessed with different gifts and we need to find ways to share them with others. I am thankful to God that He blessed me with a love and talent for art and that He has helped me find opportunities, like the Pianos About Town project, to share that gift with the community. I’m thankful to my husband, who is also an artist, who supports my art making.

I’m looking forward to finishing this piano next weekend so that the community has an inspiring piano to make beautiful music on.

5 Things You Learn When Painting a Piano

 

This summer, I was lucky to have my concept art selected so that I could participate in the city of Fort Collins Pianos About Town program. The Pianos About Town program gives local artists a chance to paint a piano in public. The finished pianos are rotated around Fort Collins as a way to create opportunities for musical spontaneity. The people of Fort Collins love looking at the different designs as well as playing on the pianos. I had always wanted to have the opportunity to have my artwork featured on a piano and wanted to come up with a design that would be family friendly and visually attractive.

A couple of months ago, I created a piano concept design that I submitted to the city. My design was selected and this last week was the first of three weeks that I am given to paint my piano.

The front and top design of the piano.

The front and top design of the piano. 

The back and side designs of my piano.

The back and side designs of my piano.

I’ve experienced a lot during my first five days being a piano artist and I thought I would share with you what I have learned.

1. The pianos are new

My piano before I started to paint it.

My piano before I started to paint it.

The first thing that people ask you when you’re working on the Pianos About Town project is why you’re painting over a piano that has already been painted. Like most of the community, I had been under the impression that the pianos were re-painted every season. However, I learned in all five seasons that none of the pianos have needed to be painted over. Citizens donate new (actually “used”) pianos for the artists to paint. I was given a piano that had been sanded and a bucket of approved paint primer. The new pianos are all painted in the same spot (in the Oak Street Plaza by the fountains), so people get confused when they see a new artist painting a different design on a piano. Multiple times a day, I tell the community that all of the pianos from past seasons are either floating around the city or in storage at the Mitchell building.

2. It takes a long time to paint

Day 5

I’ve had experience painting murals on the walls of people’s homes. The walls of my daughter’s nursery are filled with a landscape of children’s book characters, so I more or less thought painting a piano would be the same. I work quickly, so I assumed I would be over halfway done by the end of my fifth day.

The artist is required to paint every surface of the piano, so that would include the underside of the keyboard cover, the underside of the piano, and many other nooks and crannies that you wouldn’t necessarily think of. The entire piano needed to be covered with white primer before I was able to start adding the base colors for my sky, grass, and yellow/red stripes. The stripes were the most tedious part of the painting process because they needed to be clean and crisp. I had used painter’s tape to block out the stripes, but the paint bled through the tape. That meant I had to carefully paint the remaining stripes by hand to guarantee crisp lines. Which leads me to the next thing I learned….

3. People freak out when they see masking tape

The masked off stripes before "the incident."

The masked off stripes before “the incident.”

The end of the first day, I spent an hour measuring and putting down painter’s tape across the keyboard cover of the piano. I covered the piano with the tarp that comes with it, and left for the day. When I returned the next morning, the tarp was off and almost all of the tape had been torn off because someone had opened up the cover and played the piano. It took every ounce of restraint I had not to scream and throw my paint on the ground. Thankfully, there was enough tape still on the piano that I was able to re-tape the lines without re-measuring. It took me less than an hour to redo, but it was still time that I could have been painting the actual stripes.

As I was re-taping the piano, a concerned lady walked up to me and asked why I was taping the piano shut. She was worried that I was keeping citizens from playing the piano. I assured her that I was there to paint the piano to make it eye-catching for the community and that the tape was meant to mask off the stripes for my design. After that, I tried to paint the lines as quickly as possible. Because of the bleeding through the tape, I had to paint almost all of the lines by hand which took me a little more than two hours to do. Note to self: in the future, don’t incorporate stripes into your design.

4. You meet a lot of people

Piano PlayerOne of the things I have always loved about Fort Collins is how nice the people are here. Everyone is very friendly and you meet a lot of these friendly citizens when you work on a piano. When I was still in the priming stages of the piano, I would have people non-ironically telling me, “It’s looking good so far!” (Really? It’s just white!) Most of the people who come up and talk to me are residents and are familiar with the program, but I’ve had a lot of vacationers talk to me. I had no idea how many tourists visit Fort Collins.

During the fifth day, I had to work around two piano players. The first gentleman was playing original songs and blues/swing covers trying to sell CDs. We talked a little about his music and he told me that he plays at all of the pianos that are “about town.” When he was wrapping up, one of his friends came over and spent the next 1.5 hrs of my shift telling me his life story while I attempted to listen and work at the same time. Near the end of my shift, another gentleman asked to play the piano, sang opera and played “Rhapsody in Blue.” It’s neat meeting so many different people and now I understand why they give you three weeks to paint the piano – you’re talking to the community just about as much as you are actually painting the piano!

5. I miss my daughter

My mother-in-law and Holly stopped by the visit me on my second day.

My mother-in-law and Holly stopped by the visit me on my second day.

I’m an artist, but I’m also a mom. I would call myself a stay-at-home mom, but I’m blessed with the opportunity to work on my own art at home as well as work as an art instructor at Pinot’s Palette. Like my job at Pinot’s Palette, the Pianos About Town job has been flexible, but I had to ask my in-laws to help watch my daughter, Holly, for the first five days. My days are always focused around my baby girl, so it was strange not to have her around. I’m very fortunate to have awesome in-laws (who live in town) who offer to help babysit. I knew Holly was in good hands, but I definitely missed her. When I would get home, I would feel tired from the day’s work and she would be off to bed shortly after. Two of the days I worked on the piano were also days that I taught night classes at Pinot’s Palette, so I really missed out on spending time with her. I’m looking forward to being back to our normal routine.

Chalk outlines

So, even though I’ve made a lot of progress, I still have a long way to go. The base colors and almost all of the stripes are finished (I ran out of yellow paint, so I still need to paint the stripes on the inside of the piano keyboard cover). I painted in the base color of the tree and drew out all of the animals throughout the piano. I used chalk to figure out their placement before outlining the chalk with pencil. They will be ready to fill in with paint during my next shift.

I’m planning on resuming my progress on Friday, July 3rd. The plan is to arrive early in the morning so that I will hopefully have a couple of quiet hours working before the plaza becomes bustling with people. I’ll keep you posted on my progress!